MobileDairy

I am sitting behind the darling harbour by myself,just finish the tutorial and don't have the mood to attend the rest classes,feel gloomy.Want to talk to someone,but can't find suitable one.I really lost in my world,god,please help me.Let me get out of this kind of sick.....................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
Benny.D

on the train to school,just send a msg to chris,i said if there is anytime i feel real happy its only a short periD with her. Benny.D

29/7
It's nearly twelve pm now,i'm with two gay friend and have some coffee together.

16/7
Oh my god,it's 6:06,it's am man,i can't believe it i am standing here (burwood station) after three hours sleeping,it's freaking cold here.I am going to epping station and andrew will pick me up to MQ uni,we gona have a fun day today i hope so:) some stress with them because they are ex-schoolmates.But it's ok benny,just keep up with them,new start next term it's never be too late to start the important thing is you won't give up and do the best.MUST STUDY VERY VERY HARD NOW,YOU CAN DO MUCH WELL THAN OTHERS YA I BELIEVE THAT.Over

13/7
On the way to work now,i don't have any feeling at all for this situation,god damn it. What the hell i am doing,i am doing the shit.I really want to find someone can make me up.States: standing on the train listening the trance,the biggest volume as i usually do.

11/7
Damn holly shit,i think i like the woman who is older than me now,that seems too bad eh?Oh my god,i just can't believe it by myself.God forgive me,i am not a bad boy,you know it right?

10/7
You have got new life,that's your parents give you all the support(money),the rest of the life is controlled by yourself now,in generally speaking,chance is just come once,it's the second for you now.You know what it is.God loves you and he wants you grow up to be a real man. Be yourself and do what you want to do ,it's your world.You can handle it,believe yourself and have a faith.

8/7
I'm so worried about the future now,what i can do?What i want to do?What i am good at to do?I won't be happy if my life is going on this way.Add oil...Do some real stuff for urself.Don't be so fool now,you are not,keep self up.

This is the first mobile dairy,in fact,i try to write this with much excitement and happiness.However i couldn't do it,don't wanna lie to myself.It's me,the person who is writing this.
Now I am waiting for someone in front of the woolworth in town station, it's 12'clock afternoon. You could wanna help me if you know how deep & dark i feel now. It's sunny outside and i saw lots people walking on the street with smile,are they happy?Maybe...